Annie Infinite

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I wonder what you all think that, this means?

Well, I promised some of you curious little darlings that I would tell you how I ‘cured’ my MS and this is the most important part of the story – I chose to LIVE!

When I was 29 and married with three amazing children, I woke up in the middle of the night hardly able to breathe or move at all. I slowly and painstakingly moved my hand across the bed to rub my finger up and down my husbands back. Just this small movement took all my willpower.

An ambulance came and many months and attacks similar to this I was diagnosed with MS. Being a homeopath I understood that it was not just my body that was ill. I did not at that stage understand just how little curing my body would help, and so began my quest. I have to admit I went further downfill before I came back up, I lost control of my legs and bladder, often choked on my food, had tremors, terrible headaches, pain, clouded vision, cramps, sleeplessness… and ended up in a wheelchair and was told my type of MS was going to kill me off in 5 to 10 years.

This quest took me on a real journey of the soul, I met people who awakened me to my own power and each time I made a decision that was in line with my souls needs, I improved. It took a while.. Now here I am 20 years later living my life to the full and what more can I say but this:

However, this is what I have to tell you about health – it all starts within.

What I learned about my health was that because like many, I was trying to live up to other peoples expectations of who I was, what I should and should not be doing, and thinking and feeling. This is why we become ill, because we are not living OUR life. we are essentially living as extensions of another and we all came to earth to be an expression of God, the Universe, the infinite field, the Divine. What’s more we came to be a unique expression of the Divine.

Once you understand this one concept you will understand what you need to do to heal. There is no magic pill or elixer, it is all about being you and accepting that only by living your life will you be truly healthy and happy.

There is no need to ‘fight’ dis-ease, that only leads to more resistance. I suggest you honor the dis-ease you have manifested by being grateful it is showing you that you are not on track. The moment you do this authentically is the moment a new day and a new life starts for you. That is all your pain and suffering are, resistance to allowing what is your true nature to shine forth from you in every moment and live your life. The one you came here to live, and honor the gifts you were born with and your purpose.

Looking back I realise now that my decision had to be “I am going to LIVE.” Rather than I want to be free of MS, or I don’t want to have MS any more. I didn’t need to fight my MS on any level I just had to get a life. My life!

I had to begin to make decisions that honoured me and who I am, my needs, my wants and my ethics etc.. once I started doing that I began to get well. Of course I supported my body in it’s journey, but in the end healing had to come from above (my energetic field) into below (body) through my daily choices by making sure I was in line with me at all times.

My purpose I know now, is this, “To be the best me I can be.” and that is also your purpose and you cannot do that while you are living someone else life, set out for you by their needs, fears and worries. You came here only to be YOU and use your gifts and talents and passions to change your little corner of the world in ways only you can.

I now only do things I want to do. Does that sound selfish? Ask anyone around, how much I give of myself and give away. The difference is I do it because it pleases me to do it and the gifts that I give of myself, my time or anything else are given authentically from me to you with no expectance of return.

Any time I get off track, and I do because like you I am human, I get a wake up call from my body and I have learned to listen very carefully now. I know that unless I honor myself by being the best me I can be at all times, by speaking the truth as I see it and being totally authentic in every moment, my body will let me know.

In that time I have had several businesses and jobs, have been to Uni and travelled, met a lot of amazing and wonderful people and have been successful at everything I ever wanted to be. I have taught secondary school science and history (my two fav subjects), painted, been a natural health consultant, and now I help people market their businesses and will soon be moving forward with my true passion, Quantum Chaos Strategies.

Having been a science teacher and quantum mechanics nut (I have been blogging and on science forums for years) and have all my NLP coaching skills I am uniquely set up to teach people how working in harmony with the universes laws can only help them strategise their lives for success in any area.

I know that by allowing my illness to teach me (a teaching moment) and allow all resistance to fall away, I could concentrate on what I DID want rather than what I did not. This allows my imagination to create the universe (my world) in the way that best works for me. Because particles are only formed out of the energy waves of the universe when we think a thought with lots of emotion behind it, particularly when it is a habit. So my habits became positive thoughts and feelings, I began to choose the world I lived in according to my wants and needs rather than by default or by someone else and soon my world became one of my choosing.

Think about it, you can do the same!

imagine the infinite possibilities…

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